Maybe it's all for the best,
I just don't see any good in this, no.
Maybe we'll find something better
But the lovers that leave us
Will always hold the place
Yeah the lovers that leave us
Will always hold the place

Hold on this will hurt more than anything has before
What it was, what it was, what it was
I've brought this on us more than anyone could ignore
What I've done, what I've done, what I've done
Oh take it all away
I don't feel it anymore
Oh take it all away
Oh take it all away
I don't feel it anymore
Oh take it all away

We'll fall just like stars being hung by only string
Everything, everything, here is gone
No map can direct how to ever make it home
We're alone, we're alone, we're alone

Oh take it all away
I don't feel it anymore
Oh take it all away
 

We will never get back together.
But I wont tell her that.
If she leaves I think I would emotionally shut down.

But I cant handle a relationship with her anymore.
Its just too much.
I love her.
But I need to say goodbye.

The past,



Why cant I just go back and undo everything.
Lets go back to April 20,2009 and never ask her out.
lets go back and tell someone (my bff) about everything that was killing me inside
Maybe tell anyone, maybe the evil wouldn't be eating me now almost 3 years later.


I miss yellow benches,

I miss late nights.
I miss shivering outside when I was just walking you out to leave, that was almost 2 hours ago.

I miss when the songs I fell in love with were not about her, but you.
I miss thousands of random photos,
I miss checkerboard walls,
I miss saltwater rooms,
I miss your mom's confusion about our relationship.
I miss being happy.

I don't know if things could ever be the same, but if you could at least know how I feel things would be that much better.

My memories are so shitty of the last couple years of us. I would give anything to be able to understand why I did what I did. To be able to give you an explanation. But again Its just because i am stupid.

I miss being happy.
I miss being happy.

Once upon a time, there was a non-conforming sparrow who decided not to fly south for the winter. However, when the weather turned very cold he reluctantly started to fly southwards. In a short time ice began to form on his wings and he fell to earth in a farmyard, almost frozen to death. A cow passed by and crapped on the little sparrow. The sparrow thought it was the end. But the manure warmed him and defrosted his wings. Warm and happy, able to breath, he started to sing. Just then a large cat came by and hearing the chirping, found out where it was coming from, clawed away the manure, found the chirping bird and promptly ate him.

The moral of the story is:

1. Everyone who shits on you is not necessarily your enemy
2. Everyone who gets you out of the shits is not necessarily your friend
3. And if you're warm and happy in a pile of shit, keep your mouth shut.

Qui dit fatigue dit réveille encore sourd de la veille,  

Alors on sort pour oublier tous les problèmes.  

Alors on danse

These dreams'll raise you up
Some kids wanna be rockstars, and some kids wanna be firemen

But those dreams'll mess you up
If you're in it for the bright lights and the battle scars
It'll turn you into a liar, man

I don't know if I've seen a million faces
I'm not sure if I've rocked them all
All I know is I've met a lot of people 
Filled a lot of spaces
Learned to jump and learned to take a fall
And if that's not livin' large, then
I'm happy livin' small

Well, most of us, when we go out looking,
as we do, for our lovers and our friends
Yea, we know it's not just supposed to
be about what looks good
We know it's not really all about the benjamins
Yea, but business is a lot like love and
business is a lot like friendship, isn't it?
Yea, well either way, if you just go out
looking for what's rich and hot
You'll end up with a piece of shit

I don't know if I'll make a million dollars
Yea who knows, maybe if I return those calls...
All I know is when I tune in,
turn on and go out
It's not my radio
It's not my tv show
It's not my rock-n-roll
Looks like one big fashion show
All these punk rock pimps and hoes
Sellin' this and sellin' those
Sodas, cars and phones
I mean, what's the dilly, yo?
This channel isn't clear at all
And if that's what passes these days for livin' large
Then I'm happy livin' small.

New goals:
Get my CPhT liscence by December
Save up 1200 dollars by november 1st
Watch three house/club mixes a day


maybe i can go somewhere with this lol

I am actually happy with this mix :)

Makes me feel all summery and stuff.

Makes me wanna go to the beach.

http://soundcloud.com/robot-ears09/on-the-beach

I dont know which is sadder.
Realizing the truth, or not being able to do anything about it.

stick the needle
repress the pain
give into the evil
watching the rain

from rags to riches
yet now back again
driving in inches
you've got your mask again

scared and lonely
worthless and alone
wishing yourself too holy
comfess sins and atone

rope and knife
tightly lock the door
taking your own life
feet dangling to the floor

This blog just epitomizes how boring my life is

Shut the fuck up and dance

1. Deadmau5 - Some Chords (original mix)
2. Axwell, Ingrosso - Together (Dj Fashion, Splash, Haipa mix)
3. Fatboy Slim Feat. Lazy Rich - Weapons of Choice 2010 (lazy rich)
4. Felguk - 2nite feat. Sport-o (Original)
5. Stereofunk - Rage
6. Young Rebels & Francesco Diaz - Damascus (Dada life remix)
7. Mason - Exceeder (Felguk Remix)
8. Deadmau5 - Moar Ghosts N Whatevr (original)
9. Daft Punk - High Life (DubCHI Remix)
10. Scott Giles - Sexy Dancer (Ruff Loaderz, Scott Giles Outta Space Remix)
11. Bad Boy Bill, Alex Peace - Fast Life (Mixin Marc, Lex Da Funk Remix)
12. MSTRKRFT Feat. John Legend - Heartbreaker (Laidback Luke Remix)
13. Dimitri vegas & Like Mike, Dada Life - Tomorrow (original Promo?)
14. Eric Prydz - Pjanoo (Nejtrino, Stranger mix)
15. Dub Deluxe - Shout to You (Patric La Funk Remix)
16. Mike Posner - Cooler Than Me (Skeet Skeet 2010 Remix)
17. Dirty Disco Youth - Brains.. Off (Fukkk offf Remix)
18. Swedish House Mafia - One
19. The Bloody Beetroots feat. Steve Aoki - WARP 1.9
20. THe Loops of Fury - Flick a Switch (Dj Dan and Mike Balance Mix)
21. Binkers - Do it right (Calvertron's 59 Fifty Remix)
22. Wolfgang Gartner - Undertaker (original)
23. Benny Benassi Feat. Kelis - Spaceship (Fedde Le Grand Remix)
24. Bocca Inc. - Where is the Love (Alex M Club mix)
25. Dan Black feat. kid cudi - symphonies (Dada life Remix)
26. Dani L Mebius & Billy the Kit - Work this Pussy (Dimitri vegas & Like Mike Remix)
27. Mr. Sam & ANdy Duguid Feat. Amanda Wilson - Satisfaction Guaranteed (Zoltan Kontes Remix)
28. Dirty South Feat. Rudy - Phazing (Original)

Wherever you go club mix                             

Watch the sunrise real booty DJ’s               

To forever (Dead mau5 vocal mix)              

Elements of life                                                 

Moar Ghosts N Whatever                              

Relax Take it easy house mix                         

Hydrology (Original Mix)                                

Intoxicated (Taito remix)                               

The Rain (BrainCreator Remix)                     

Download and comment here

http://soundcloud.com/robot-ears09/relax-and-watch-the-rise

First Set done

not sure what to call it but here it is

http://soundcloud.com/robot-ears09/30minmix

1.  Drugs in my body                              
2.  Tropical chicks                               
3.  I remember (vocal Mix)                        
4.  Girlfriend (Main mix)                         
5.  Enjoy (crookers vocal mix)                    
6.  Fall to Pieces                                
7.  Feel Free (Dario D'attis v                    
8.  Freefall - Skydive (Elucidate 2008 Remix)     
9.  Wherever you go Club Mix

According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four legs, four arms and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them apart, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other half. I hope that my other half is out there somewhere.

Saturday 22'nd setlist

To Forever (Deadmau5 Vocal Mix) – Rachael Starr

Hesitate (Ian Carey Vocal Mix) Jon Fitz & Mike Anthony Feat Abigail bailey

In the Death Car (Vocal Mix) – 16 bit

He’s a pirate (tiesto mix) – Dj Tiesto

Hypnotoad

United stat of pop 2008 ( viva La Pop)

Billboard top 25 2007 – dj earworm

Heartless (fray vs. the police and black eyed peas)

Kisses & Thugs – Super Mash Bros

Rock (Full VoX MIX) – Barquero

Renegade Master 2009= BUzZtech

Airplanes pt 2 – b.o.b ft Hayley Williams and Eminem

California gurls   katy perry and snoop dogg

Magic – lady hawke

My delirium-  lady hawke

Hard to say im sorry – Aquagen

Toyfriend – David guetta Afrojack

World is mine 2008 (dj walrus remix)

When I look at you – emalkay

Take me away (Dead mau5 remix 2008)

Sherry – Frankie Valli and the four seasons

Moontrip - Basshunter

One love – david guetta

A New Dawn – Tiesto

Don’t speak – Tiesto

9 PM till I come – ATB

Swing Life away (Acoustic) – Rise Against

Friday The 21'st setlist

Akon- Nosy neighbor

Now you’re gone (dazoo at night)

Intergalactic coup d’etat (hoo

World is mine 2009 (baggio electro mix)

Moar Ghosts n Whatever – Deadmau5

Ghosts N stuff (feat. Rob Swire)

I remember (vocal mix)

Take Me Away (reward Vocal Mix)

Back & forth (full vocal mix) Fredde le grand & Mr. V

Enjoy (Crookers Vocal Edit)

Why don’t you dane with me 2010 (vocal Club Mix) – Future Breeze

Granny Grams (Original Vocal) – Hatiras

Love and Happiness Yemaya  Y Ochun (vocal Mix) – River Ocean Ft. India

Here (in your arms) REMIX – Hellogoodbye

Bulletproof (foamo Dubstep Remix)  - La Roux

Sierra Leone – Mt Eden

United State of Pop 2009 (blame it on the pop)  - DJ Earworm

Beautiful Mashup – DJ Earworm

Sandstorm – Darude

Starstrukk – 3oh3! Feat Katy Perry

Over – Drake

The bad touch (James Kayn 08 Remix) – Bloodhound Gang

All I do is win – DJ Khaled

Break your heart – Taio Cruz

Lolipop (Remix) – Framing hanley

Alone in this bed – Framing hanley

You found me – The fray

I don’t want to miss a thing – Aerosmith

So I pretty much got my own radio show.
Its nothing big just a few hours a couple days a week, but its a start you know?
who knows where this will take me but I hope its far away from here.

First real mix up.

Wasn't sure what to call it so this will have to stick for now lol.